The Paying Guest Page 6

  Louise pondered for a long time, turning now to this part of the letter, now to that. And the lines of her face, though they made no approach to smiling, indicated agreeable thoughts. Tears had left just sufficient trace to give her meditations a semblance of unwonted seriousness.

  About midday she went up to her room and wrote letters. The first was to Miss Cissy Higgins:—’Dear Ciss,—I dare say you would like to know that Mr. B. has proposed to me. If you have any objection, please let me know it by return.—Affectionately yours, L. E. DERRICK.’ This she addressed to Margate, and stamped with a little thump of the fist. Her next sheet of paper was devoted to Mr. Bowling, and the letter, though brief, cost her some thought. ‘Dear Mr. Bowling,—Your last is so very nice and kind that I feel I ought to answer it without delay, but I cannot answer in the way you wish. I must have a long, long time to think over such a very important question. I don’t blame you in the least for your behaviour to someone we know of; and I think, after all that happened, you were quite free. It is quite true that she did not behave straightforwardly, and I am very sorry to have to say it. I shall not be going home again: I have quite made up my mind about that. I am afraid I must not let you come here to call upon me. I have a particular reason for it. To tell you the truth, my friend Mrs. Mumford is very particular, and rather fussy, and has a rather trying temper. So please do not come just yet. I am quite well, and enjoying myself in a very quiet way.—I remain, sincerely yours, LOUISE E. DERRICK.’ Finally she penned a reply to Mr. Cobb, and this, after a glance at a railway time-table, gave her no trouble at all. ‘Dear Mr. Cobb,’ she scribbled, ‘if you really must see me before you go away to Bristol, or wherever it is, you had better meet me on Saturday at Streatham Station, which is about halfway between me and you. I shall come by the train from Sutton, which reaches Streatham at 8.6.—Yours truly, L. E. D.’

  To-day was Thursday. When Saturday came the state of things at “Runnymede” had undergone no change whatever; Emmeline still waited for a moment of courage, and Mumford, though he did not relish the prospect, began to think it more than probable that Miss Derrick would hold her ground until her actual marriage with Mr. Bowling. Whether that unknown person would discharge the debt his betrothed was incurring seemed an altogether uncertain matter. Louise, in the meantime, kept quiet as a mouse—so strangely quiet, indeed, that Emmeline’s prophetic soul dreaded some impending disturbance, worse than any they had yet suffered.

  At luncheon, Louise made known that she would have to leave in the middle of dinner to catch a train. No explanation was offered or asked, but Emmeline, it being Saturday, said she would put the dinner-hour earlier, to suit her friend’s convenience. Louise smiled pleasantly, and said how very kind it was of Mrs. Mumford.

  She had no difficulty in reaching Streatham by the time appointed. Unfortunately, it was a cloudy evening, and a spattering of rain fell from time to time.

  ‘I suppose you’ll be afraid to walk to the Common,’ said Mr. Cobb, who stood waiting at the exit from the station, and showed more satisfaction in his countenance when Louise appeared than he evinced in words.

  ‘Oh, I don’t care,’ she answered. ‘It won’t rain much, and I’ve brought my umbrella, and I’ve nothing on that will take any harm.’

  She had, indeed, dressed herself in her least demonstrative costume. Cobb wore the usual garb of his leisure hours, which was better than that in which he had called the other day at “Runnymede.” For some minutes they walked towards Streatham Common without interchange of a word, and with no glance at each other. Then the man coughed, and said bluntly that he was glad Louise had come.

  ‘Well, I wanted to see you,’ was her answer.

  ‘What about?’

  ‘I don’t think I shall be able to stay with the Mumfords. They’re very nice people, but they’re not exactly my sort, and we don’t get on very well. Where had I better go?’

  ‘Go? Why home, of course. The best place for you.’

  Cobb was prepared for a hot retort, but it did not come. After a moment’s reflection, Louise said quietly:

  ‘I can’t go home. I’ve quarrelled with them too badly. You haven’t seen mother lately? Then I must tell you how things are.’

  She did so, with no concealment save of the correspondence with Mr. Bowling, and the not unimportant statements concerning him which she had made to Mrs. Mumford. In talking with Cobb, Louise seemed to drop a degree or so in social status; her language was much less careful than when she conversed with the Mumfords, and even her voice struck a note of less refinement. Decidedly she was more herself, if that could be said of one who very rarely made conscious disguise of her characteristics.

  ‘Better stay where you are, then, for the present,’ said Cobb, when he had listened attentively. ‘I dare say you can get along well enough with the people, if you try.’

  ‘That’s all very well; but what about paying them? I shall owe three guineas for every week I stop.’

  ‘It’s a great deal, and they ought to feed you very well for it,’ replied the other, smiling rather sourly.

  ‘Don’t be vulgar. I suppose you think I ought to live on a few shillings a week.’

  ‘Lots of people have to. But there’s no reason why you should. But look here: why should you be quarrelling with your people now about that fellow Bowling? You don’t see him anywhere, do you?’

  He flashed a glance at her, and Louise answered with a defiant motion of the head.

  ‘No, I don’t. But they put the blame on me, all the same. I shouldn’t wonder if they think I’m trying to get him.’

  She opened her umbrella, for heavy drops had begun to fall; they pattered on Cobb’s hard felt hat, and Louise tried to shelter him as well as herself.

  ‘Never mind me,’ he said. ‘And here, let me hold that thing over you. If you just put your arm in mine, it’ll be easier. That’s the way. Take two steps to my one; that’s it.’

  Again they were silent for a few moments. They had reached the Common, and Cobb struck along a path most likely to be unfrequented. No wind was blowing; the rain fell in steady spots that could all but be counted, and the air grew dark.

  ‘Well, I can only propose one thing,’ sounded the masculine voice. ‘You can get out of it by marrying me.’

  Louise gave a little laugh, rather timid than scornful.

  ‘Yes, I suppose I can. But it’s an awkward way. It would be rather like using a sledge-hammer to crack a nut.’

  ‘It’ll come sooner or later,’ asserted Cobb, with genial confidence.

  ‘That’s what I don’t like about you.’ Louise withdrew her arm petulantly. ‘You always speak as if I couldn’t help myself. Don’t you suppose I have any choice?’

  ‘Plenty, no doubt,’ was the grim answer.

  ‘Whenever we begin to quarrel it’s your fault,’ pursued Miss Derrick, with unaccustomed moderation of tone. ‘I never knew a man who behaved like you do. You seem to think the way to make anyone like you is to bully them. We should have got on very much better if you had tried to be pleasant.’

  ‘I don’t think we’ve got along badly, all things considered,’ Cobb replied, as if after weighing a doubt. ‘We’d a good deal rather be together than apart, it seems to me; or else, why do we keep meeting? And I don’t want to bully anybody—least of all, you. It’s a way I have of talking, I suppose. You must judge a man by his actions and his meaning, not by the tone of his voice. You know very well what a great deal I think of you. Of course I don’t like it when you begin to speak as if you were only playing with me; nobody would.’

  ‘I’m serious enough,’ said Louise, trying to hold the umbrella over her companion, and only succeeding in directing moisture down the back of his neck. ‘And it’s partly through you that I’ve got into such difficulties.’

  ‘How do you make that out?’

  ‘If it wasn’t for you, I should very likely marry Mr. Bowling.’

  ‘Oh, he’s asked you, has he?’ cried Cobb, staring at her. ‘W
hy didn’t you tell me that before?—Don’t let me stand in your way. I dare say he’s just the kind of man for you. At all events, he’s like you in not knowing his own mind.’

  ‘Go on! Go on!’ Louise exclaimed carelessly. ‘There’s plenty of time. Say all you’ve got to say.’

  From the gloom of the eastward sky came a rattling of thunder, like quick pistol-shots. Cobb checked his steps.

  ‘We mustn’t go any further. You’re getting wet, and the rain isn’t likely to stop.’

  ‘I shall not go back,’ Louise answered, ‘until something has been settled.’ And she stood before him, her eyes cast down, whilst Cobb looked at the darkening sky. ‘I want to know what’s going to become of me. The Mumfords won’t keep me much longer, and I don’t wish to stay where I’m not wanted.’

  ‘Let us walk down the hill.’

  A flash of lightning made Louise start, and the thunder rattled again. But only light drops were falling. The girl stood her ground.

  ‘I want to know what I am to do. If you can’t help me, say so, and let me go my own way.’

  ‘Of course I can help you. That is, if you’ll be honest with me. I want to know, first of all, whether you’ve been encouraging that man Bowling.’

  ‘No, I haven’t.’

  ‘Very well, I believe you. And now I’ll make you a fair offer. Marry me as soon as I can make the arrangements, and I’ll pay all you owe, and see that you are in comfortable lodgings until I’ve time to get a house. It could be done before I go to Bristol, and then, of course, you could go with me.’

  ‘You speak,’ said Louise, after a short silence, ‘just as if you were making an agreement with a servant.’

  ‘That’s all nonsense, and you know it. I’ve told you how I think, often enough, in letters, and I’m not good at saying it. Look here, I don’t think it’s very wise to stand out in the middle of the Common in a thunderstorm. Let us walk on, and I think I would put down your umbrella.’

  ‘It wouldn’t trouble you much if I were struck with lightning.’

  ‘All right, take it so. I shan’t trouble to contradict.’

  Louise followed his advice, and they began to walk quickly down the slope towards Streatham. Neither spoke until they were in the high road again. A strong wind was driving the rain-clouds to other regions and the thunder had ceased; there came a grey twilight; rows of lamps made a shimmering upon the wet ways.

  ‘What sort of a house would you take?’ Louise asked suddenly.

  ‘Oh, a decent enough house. What kind do you want?’

  ‘Something like the Mumfords’. It needn’t be quite so large,’ she added quickly; ‘but a house with a garden, in a nice road, and in a respectable part.’

  ‘That would suit me well enough,’ answered Cobb cheerfully. ‘You seem to think I want to drag you down, but you’re very much mistaken. I’m doing pretty well, and likely, as far as I can see, to do better. I don’t grudge you money; far from it. All I want to know is, that you’ll marry me for my own sake.’

  He dropped his voice, not to express tenderness, but because other people were near. Upon Louise, however, it had a pleasing effect, and she smiled.

  ‘Very well,’ she made answer, in the same subdued tone. ‘Then let us settle it in that way.’

  They talked amicably for the rest of the time that they spent together. It was nearly an hour, and never before had they succeeded in conversing so long without a quarrel. Louise became light-hearted and mirthful; her companion, though less abandoned to the mood of the moment, wore a hopeful countenance. Through all his roughness, Cobb was distinguished by a personal delicacy which no doubt had impressed Louise, say what she might of pretended fears. At parting, he merely shook hands with her, as always.

  CHAPTER VII

  Glad of a free evening, Emmeline, after dinner, walked round to Mrs. Fentiman’s. Louise had put a restraint upon the wonted friendly intercourse between the Mumfords and their only familiar acquaintances at Sutton. Mrs. Fentiman liked to talk of purely domestic matters, and in a stranger’s presence she was never at ease. Coming alone, and when the children were all safe in bed, Emmeline had a warm welcome. For the first time she spoke of her troublesome guest without reserve. This chat would have been restful and enjoyable but for a most unfortunate remark that fell from the elder lady, a perfectly innocent mention of something her husband had told her, but, secretly, so disturbing Mrs. Mumford that, after hearing it, she got away as soon as possible, and walked quickly home with dark countenance.

  It was ten o’clock; Louise had not yet returned, but might do so any moment. Wishing to be sure of privacy in a conversation with her husband, Emmeline summoned him from his book to the bedroom.

  ‘Well, what has happened now?’ exclaimed Mumford. ‘If this kind of thing goes on much longer I shall feel inclined to take a lodging in town.’

  ‘I have heard something very strange. I can hardly believe it; there must have been a mistake.’

  ‘What is it? Really, one’s nerves—’

  ‘Is it true that, on Thursday evening, you and Miss Derrick were seen talking together at the station? Thursday: the day she went off and came back again after dinner.’

  Mumford would gladly have got out of this scrape at any expense of mendacity, but he saw at once how useless such an attempt would prove. Exasperated by the result of his indiscretion, and resenting, as all men do, the undignified necessity of defending himself, he flew into a rage. Yes, it was true, and what next? The girl had waylaid him, begged him to intercede for her with his wife. Of course it would have been better to come home and reveal the matter; he didn’t do so because it seemed to put him in a silly position. For Heaven’s sake, let the whole absurd business be forgotten and done with!

  Emmeline, though not sufficiently enlightened to be above small jealousies, would have been ashamed to declare her feeling with the energy of unsophisticated female nature. She replied coldly and loftily that the matter, of course, was done with; that it interested her no more; but that she could not help regretting an instance of secretiveness such as she had never before discovered in her husband. Surely he had put himself in a much sillier position, as things turned out, than if he had followed the dictates of honour.

  ‘The upshot of it is this,’ cried Mumford: ‘Miss Derrick has to leave the house, and, if necessary, I shall tell her so myself.’

  Again Emmeline was cold and lofty. There was no necessity whatever for any further communication between Clarence and Miss Derrick. Let the affair be left entirely in her hands. Indeed, she must very specially request that Clarence would have nothing more to do with Miss Derrick’s business. Whereupon Mumford took offence. Did Emmeline wish to imply that there had been anything improper in his behaviour beyond the paltry indiscretion to which he had confessed? No; Emmeline was thankful to say that she did not harbour base suspicions. Then, rejoined Mumford, let this be the last word of a difference as hateful to him as to her. And he left the room.

  His wife did not linger more than a minute behind him, and she sat in the drawing-room to await Miss Derrick’s return; Mumford kept apart in what was called the library. To her credit, Emmeline tried hard to believe that she had learnt the whole truth; her mind, as she had justly declared, was not prone to ignoble imaginings; but acquitting her husband by no means involved an equal charity towards Louise. Hitherto uncertain in her judgment, she had now the relief of an assurance that Miss Derrick was not at all a proper person to entertain as a guest, on whatever terms. The incident of the railway station proved her to be utterly lacking in self-respect, in feminine modesty, even if her behaviour merited no darker description. Emmeline could now face with confidence the scene from which she had shrunk; not only was it a duty to insist upon Miss Derrick’s departure, it would be a positive pleasure.

  Louise very soon entered; she came into the room with her brightest look, and cried gaily:

  ‘Oh, I hope I haven’t kept you waiting for me. Are you alone?’

  ‘No.
I have been out.’

  ‘Had you the storm here? I’m not going to keep you talking; you look tired.’

  ‘I am rather,’ said Emmeline, with reserve. She had no intention of allowing Louise to suspect the real cause of what she was about to say—that would have seemed to her undignified; but she could not speak quite naturally. ‘Still, I should be glad if you would sit down for a minute.’

  The girl took a chair and began to draw off her gloves. She understood what was coming; it appeared in Emmeline’s face.

  ‘Something to say to me, Mrs. Mumford?’

  ‘I hope you won’t think me unkind. I feel obliged to ask you when you will be able to make new arrangements.’

  ‘You would like me to go soon?’ said Louise, inspecting her finger-nails, and speaking without irritation.

  ‘I am sorry to say that I think it better you should leave us. Forgive this plain speaking, Miss Derrick. It’s always best to be perfectly straightforward, isn’t it?’

  Whether she felt the force of this innuendo or not, Louise took it in good part. As if the idea had only just struck her, she looked up cheerfully.

  ‘You’re quite right, Mrs. Mumford. I’m sure you’ve been very kind to me, and I’ve had a very pleasant time here, but it wouldn’t do for me to stay longer. May I wait over tomorrow, just till Wednesday morning, to have an answer to a letter?’

  ‘Certainly, if it is quite understood that there will be no delay beyond that. There are circumstances—private matters—I don’t feel quite able to explain. But I must be sure that you will have left us by Wednesday afternoon.’